Chapter 17 of 18
Portsmouth
By Astrid Vaughn · Free to read
This romance is for adults 18+. Read its content warnings.
I told Detective Constable Naomi Clarke everything I knew about Silas Reeves, and almost nothing about Kit Bellamy, which turned out to be a harder needle to thread across a table than I’d let myself imagine on the drive there.
“You’re telling me you have footage of two men making a threatening debt collection inside a commercial premises,” she said, for the third time, turning a page of her own notes without looking up, “and financial records suggesting unlicensed lending laundered through a chain of betting shops, and you’re asking me to take all of that without telling me whose debt it was.”
“I’m telling you it was Kit Bellamy’s, because you’d find that out in an afternoon anyway and I’d rather you heard it from me.” I’d rehearsed this part on the Tube, the way I used to rehearse pitch lines in the shower, and it still came out harder than I wanted it to. “What I’m not going to give you is footage of the fights themselves. Nobody in that circuit chose to be poor in a country that doesn’t leave them many other doors. What you’re investigating is a man who lent money illegally, and sent two men to threaten a room full of witnesses when a debt ran late.”
Clarke looked at me properly then, the specific look of someone recalibrating who they were dealing with. “You’ve done my job’s homework for me.”
“I’ve done ten years of a different job that turns out to share more with yours than either of us probably wants to admit.” I slid the drive across the table: the Companies House filings printed and tabbed the way I’d have prepared a pitch document, the collection footage timestamped and unedited, Curtis’s voice clear enough to identify, Reeves’s four betting shops mapped against a radius that made their purpose obvious to anyone who bothered to draw the lines. “There’s also a man in Portsmouth who’ll talk to you, if you’re gentle about how you approach him. He paid for crossing Reeves’s patch two years before any of this. He’s got nothing left to lose by telling the truth now, and everything to gain from finally being believed.”
“And Bellamy. Will he talk to us.”
“He’ll confirm what’s on that drive and answer whatever you ask him about Reeves specifically. He won’t discuss how he’s kept himself and forty other men fed for three years, because that’s not a crime you’re chasing, and I’m not going to let this investigation become one that punishes the people it should be protecting.” I made myself hold her eyes the way I’d learned to hold Kit’s, the way I’d learned to hold Vic’s, the flat, unblinking calm that told a person you weren’t going to be argued out of the one thing that actually mattered to you. “That’s the deal. Reeves, entirely. The circuit, not at all.”
“You understand I can’t make you any promises about the fights,” she said, before I’d finished sliding the drive fully across. “If someone above me decides the unlicensed circuit is worth a separate look, that’s not a decision I get to make alone.”
“I understand that. I’m asking you to weigh it honestly rather than reflexively, that’s all. Forty men earning an honest wage doing something dangerous, because every legal door was already shut to them, isn’t the same crime as a man laundering extortion money through betting shops. I don’t think you actually believe it is either, or you’d have opened with a caution instead of a cup of tea.” I nodded at the mug she’d made me on the way in, gone cold now, untouched between us. “I’ve spent four months learning the difference between a rule that protects people and a rule that just makes an investigation tidier. I’m asking you to remember which one you’re actually here for.”
She was quiet for a long moment, tapping the edge of the drive against the table. I understood, watching her, that she was running her own version of the arithmetic every single person in this story seemed to have spent months running, weighing a clean case against a complicated one.
“The illegal money lending team’s wanted Reeves for four years,” she said finally. “We’ve never had enough that would hold up past a first interview. This might.” She stood, tucking the drive into an evidence bag with a care that told me, better than any promise could have, that she’d taken the deal without saying so directly. “I can’t tell you what happens to the fights, Miss Sinclair. That’s not entirely my department’s call to make, and I won’t lie to you about that. What I can tell you is that unlicensed loan sharking and extortion are considerably higher up anyone’s priority list than forty men choosing to box for cash in a warehouse.”
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Gary Locke lived in a narrow terraced house two streets back from Portsmouth harbour, and he answered the door with his left hand tucked instinctively behind him before he’d properly registered who was standing there.
“Kit sent you,” he said, not quite a question, once I’d explained who I was.
“Kit told me about you. I came because I thought you deserved to be asked rather than described.” I stood on his step in the wind coming off the water, close enough to the harbour that I could smell the same rot-and-salt underneath sweetness I’d first noticed on the Thames the day I met Ray Tovey. “You don’t owe me anything. I want to be honest about that before I ask you for something.”
He let me in, eventually, and made tea in a kitchen that looked nothing like Kit’s, cluttered, lived-in, three years of an ordinary life built carefully around the shape of what Reeves had taken from him. He held the mug in his right hand only, the left resting flat and stiff on the table the way it apparently always rested now.
“I’ve told this story to precisely nobody in two years,” he said. “Not because I was protecting him. Because nobody ever asked properly, and the one time a local paper sniffed around, their solicitor got cold feet the second Reeves’s name came up.” He turned the mug a slow half-circle on the table, and something in the gesture, so unlike Kit’s and yet so exactly the same instinct, made my chest tighten unexpectedly. “A detective rang this morning. Clarke. Said you’d given her my name and made her promise to ask nicely.”
“Did she?”
“She did, actually. First person from any official body who has, in two years.” He looked at his own stiff hand for a long moment, not with self-pity, something closer to simple accounting. “I’ll talk to her properly. Statement, the lot. I’m fifty-one years old and I run a chip shop three streets from here, and there is nothing left that Reeves can take off me that would actually change anything. Turns out that’s its own kind of freedom, once you sit with it long enough.”
I stayed another hour, recording nothing, filming nothing, my bag zipped shut the entire time on the floor by my feet. When I left he stood in his doorway a long moment, the wind off the harbour pulling at his sleeve, and told me, unprompted, to tell Kit he’d always thought the circuit was the right idea built by the wrong debt, and that he hoped, sincerely, it got to outlive the reason it started.
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The arrests took six weeks to land. I finished a rough cut most evenings while Kit’s ribs healed and his stitches came out and Sonny finished a second course of counselling he still didn’t know Kit had found for him. Frankie took the news better than I’d braced for — heard the whole plan out at Kit’s kitchen table with his arms folded, then simply nodded once. “About time somebody did the paperwork properly,” he said, as though three years of dread could be settled by the right form filed with the right office, which, in the end, was almost exactly what it turned out to be. Malik thanked me, quietly, for keeping the fighters’ names out of whatever came next, and told me Danny would have liked knowing it ended this way, with the paperwork finally telling the truth instead of a fist.
Reeves was arrested on a Tuesday morning, quietly, two officers at the door of a house in Blackheath I’d never have connected to the man in the good coat. Curtis a day after. Bo never at all — he’d already gone to Clarke’s team himself, in exchange for a lighter charge, and told them everything he’d ever been asked to do and everyone who’d ever asked him to do it.
The debt itself ended the way debts like it are supposed to end: unglamorously, in a letter from a solicitor Kit had never met, confirming that an unlicensed lender’s credit agreement was unenforceable at law and had, in the solicitor’s careful phrase, “no standing to be collected by any means.” Kit read it twice at his own kitchen table, the matched chairs, the single mug on the draining board, and set it down without saying anything for a long moment. I understood, watching him, that Reeves’s performance in that cage — the debt settled, publicly, in front of everyone — had never actually been the thing that ended it. It had only ever been going to end this way, on paper, in a language dry enough that nobody watching could mistake it for mercy.
“Three years,” he said, finally. “Purse by purse. I genuinely believed I was the one paying it down.”
“You were paying something down. Just not the number you thought.” I sat across from him, my hand over his on the table, and thought about Danny’s gloves on their nail two rooms away, about a photograph of two boys at Margate, one squinting at the camera and one already watching a door. “It’s over now, though. Actually over. Not a debt he can revive if he ever decides collecting has stopped being useful.”
“It’s over.” He said it slowly, testing the shape of it, a man checking whether a thing was really as solid as it looked before he let himself believe it could hold his weight. “I don’t think I know what that’s supposed to feel like yet. I’ve been running the numbers for so long I’m not sure what’s left of me once there’s nothing left to count.”
“We’ve got time to find out.” I meant it as comfort and heard it land as something larger, a whole unspoken future folded into six small words. He heard it the same way, something in his face opening, unguarded, for once, in daylight, in a kitchen that finally, properly, belonged to nobody’s ledger but his own.