Chapter 16 of 18
Stannock
By Bryony Nash · Free to read
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The Hallam surveyor came into the inn at Stannock at the first bell with snow on her boots, and Orla knew her hands before she had said a word.
Short. Shorter than Orla by a head, and broad in the shoulder from carrying a chain, and forty or more, with grey in the plait down her back and a face burnt brown across the nose by a summer on the ridge. She stood in the door of the long room where Orla sat with the case on the bench beside her and a bowl going cold, and looked at the case, and at the brass corners, and at Orla.
“You came down off the pass in that,” she said. “Yesterday. The whole town’s saying so. Two of you, and one carrying the other.”
“He carried the case. I carried him.”
“That’s the right way round.” She came in and sat down across the table without being asked. “Dagny Ruel. Hallam’s survey.”
“You lashed a ladder at Dunnock.”
“I’m not tall.” Dagny put her hands on the table, square, chapped at the knuckle, ink under the nail of the second finger. “And you put your circle on my cairns all along the Long Ridge. I saw your cross-in-a-ring on the east end when I came back over in the summer. I thought: either she’s lazy or she’s cleverer than the Chancellery deserves.”
“Your top stones were level.”
“They were.” Dagny looked at her for a moment. “Show me, then.”
They did it at the table in the long room of the inn, with the town waking up outside and the delegations’ horses being led past the window to the smithy. Dagny had her field books in a satchel, three of them, bound in waxed leather, and Orla had hers in the lid of the case. They took the Long Ridge first. Station by station. Dagny read her bearing and Orla read hers, the number and then the number again, and Dagny wrote them side by side on a slate with a stub of chalk, and they agreed. They agreed at the first cairn and the fifth and the last. The baseline along the top, four hundred and twelve chains and a link by Orla’s second chaining; four hundred and twelve and two by Dagny’s.
“A link,” Dagny said. “Over five miles.”
“I wrote both.”
“So did I.” Dagny rubbed the slate clean with her sleeve. “The Dunnock Water. You’ll have found it goes east.”
“From the tower.”
“From the tower. I found it the year before and my own guild didn’t believe me.” She put the chalk down. “What’s in the lid? You’ve had your hand on it since I sat down.”
Orla took out the Brack.
She unrolled the signed sheet on the table between the bowls, and weighted the corners with the salt and Dagny’s satchel and her own hands, and Dagny stood up to look at it, because she was short and it was large. She looked at it a long time. She followed the water down, the way everyone did. She read the legend. She stopped at the ford, and at the mark that was a stone, and at the three names, and she did not say anything for a while.
“Hallam’s sheet of the Brack is from the treaty notes,” she said at last. “Same as yours was. Your garrison wouldn’t let me down off the ridge and mine wouldn’t let me past the Bridge road. I’ve never been in it.” She put a finger on the edge, not on the ink. “You went in.”
“I went in.”
“And drew it with the names on.” Dagny sat down again. “Who’s it for?”
“Both of you. In the same hour. I’ve a copy for each.”
Dagny looked at her across the table, and Orla saw her understand it, all of it, the whole shape, and saw her see what it would cost.
“A map both sides can read,” Dagny Ruel said, “is the only kind that stops anything.” She picked up her satchel. “I’ll be in the hall at the fourth hour. I’ll stand where your secretary can see me.”
The surveys were lodged with the reeve of Stannock in the market hall on the day before the talks, as they had been sixty years before, and the reeve sat at the head of a long table with a delegation’s secretary on either side of him, and neither secretary looked at the other.
Corin stood beside her. He had said on Sellick’s wall that he would, and he did. He stood on his good leg with the other strapped and a stick in his hand that the innkeeper’s boy had cut him, and his coat buttoned, and his hands where the hall could see them, and she felt him there on her left the way she had felt him on the tower.
She gave the Ostmere secretary the survey, the field books and the sheets of the western Ashfall, as her commission said. He took them and thanked her, and was a thin man with a clean collar and a ring, and he did not look at Corin.
Then she took the two copies of the Brack out of the lid of the case.
She unrolled them on the table side by side, one in front of each secretary, at the same moment, with a hand flat on each, so that neither of them could say afterward that he had seen it first.
“The Brack,” she said. “Surveyed on foot this summer by the Crown’s surveyor. Two copies, drawn from one sheet, the same line for line, signed. One for each of you.”
The hall was quiet.
The Hallam secretary was an older man, heavy, with ink on his cuff, and he bent over his copy and began to read the legend with his lips moving. The Ostmere secretary did not read it. He looked at the four closed squares and the five broken ones, and at the names under them, and at the stone at the ford, and she watched his face go smooth and stay smooth, the way a pond goes smooth when something has gone into it.
Dagny Ruel stood at the back of the hall by the door, where the Ostmere secretary could see her, with her arms folded.
“Thank you, Mistress Tallis,” the Ostmere secretary said. “The Chancellery will be glad of a word with you. This afternoon.”
He had two letters. He had them on the table of a small room over the market hall, with a fire that did not warm it, and he did not open either of them at first.
“The Brack sheet was not requested in this form,” he said.
“The commission asked for a survey of the western Ashfall, from the Sallow to the pass. The Brack’s in it. That’s the form it’s in.”
“The Chancellery’s sheet of the valley has stood for sixty years.”
“It was drawn from notes. Nobody who drew it had been there.” She kept her hands in her lap. “I’ve been there.”
He nodded, as if she had agreed with him. He was a courteous man. They were all courteous.
“The Hallam copy,” he said, “can be dealt with at the table. A surveyor’s draft, lodged in error, and superseded by the Crown’s fair sheet. That is a matter of a sentence, and I can say it. What I need from you is the fair sheet. The Brack, as the Crown’s survey has always recorded it, under your hand and seal.” He turned the first letter round on the table so that it faced her, and it was Quennell’s clerk’s hand under Quennell’s seal. “A small amendment. A matter of wording.”
She read it.
The guild would be glad to see the Brack sheet resubmitted in accordance with the Crown’s record, as unsettled upland. Master Quennell will be sixty-eight next spring. The chair of cartographer-in-chief will want a successor within ten years, and the guild has had no surveyor in thirty years it would sooner see in it.
She read it twice. It was true. Every word of it was true, and it was the most she had ever been offered by anyone, and it was her father’s teacher who had offered it, in his clerk’s hand, with nothing in his own.
“It’s not wording,” she said. “It’s the valley.”
“It is a sheet of vellum, Mistress Tallis.”
“It’s nine steadings and the people who came back to them and a stone at the ford, and every one of them is where I’ve drawn it. I stood on every station. I took the light.” She put the letter down, square to the edge of the table. “The guild drew that valley empty once. Off notes. I’ll not be the one who draws it empty twice off my own boots.”
He looked at her for a long moment. Then he turned the second letter round.
It had been written before the first. She could see it in the ink; the same day, the same clerk, the same seal, and a different ink for the part at the bottom, which Quennell had come back to write in his own hand.
Should Mistress Tallis decline the amendment, she is suspended from the Ostmere Guild of Cartographers pending the guild’s hearing; her fee for the survey is forfeit; and she will return to the city by the first road with the guild’s instruments and property.
And under it, in the hand that had hung her Sallow sheet in the long room:
I am too old to be brave on your behalf. Q.
She sat with it in front of her and did not pick it up.
He had known. He had written both letters on the same afternoon in the city, months ago, before she had set foot on the ridge, and put them in the secretary’s case side by side: the chair, or the door. He had known which she would take. He had taught her father to log the light.
“Mistress Tallis,” the secretary said. “Is there anything you would like me to write?”
“Yes.” She stood up. “Write that the Crown’s surveyor delivered her survey at Stannock on the day before the talks, as the commission said. Both copies. In the same hour.”
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He was discharged at the third hour of the afternoon, in the inn yard, by a clerk with a satchel and a ledger who had come over the pass behind the snow on a hired horse and did not like it.
“Stroud, Corin,” the clerk read. “Escort to the Crown’s surveyor, at the Chancellery’s charge. The survey delivered. Discharged.” He counted out the pay on the lid of a barrel. Six months. Crown scrip, every piece of it, with the Chancellery’s stamp. “Sign.”
Corin signed. Hob would have had something to say about the scrip.
The clerk put the ledger away and took out a single sheet of paper, clean, with a line written at the top of it and a space left below. Corin knew the look of it. It was the look of the warrant at the eastern gate, with a space left for a name.
“The Chancellery would be glad of a line from you, Captain. On the surveyor’s legend. Your report of that summer is on file.”
“No,” Corin said.
The clerk waited, the way clerks did, for the rest of the sentence. There was no rest of it. After a while he put the paper away.
The wool train was in the yard of the inn next door, forty packhorses and a factor with a list, going south at first light by the coast road with the last of the season’s clip, and the factor’s escort had broken his wrist at the ford below the town and gone home. Corin went and stood at the gate of that yard with his stick until the factor came out.
The factor looked at him. He looked at the coat and the hands and the way he stood, and then he looked at the knee.
“Fifteen years on the roads,” Corin said. “I know the coast road. I’m cheap.”
“You’re lame.”
“I’m cheaper lame.” He leaned on the stick. “I’ve been told I stand very convincingly.”
The factor knocked a third off, and Corin took it.
He asked her once. In the long room of the inn, at the end of the day, with the fire going and the delegations’ men drinking at the other end and the case on the bench between them, lid shut.
She had told him about the letters. She had told it in order, the way she told everything, and she had not left out the line in Quennell’s hand, and her voice had stopped dead twice and gone on. He had listened and said nothing, because there was nothing in any of it that he could carry for her.
Then he told her about the wool train.
She did not say anything. She had her hands on the case.
“I’m going to ask you a thing,” he said. “Once. Plain. You can say no, or nothing, and I’ll hear either.” He looked at her. “Do you want me on the road home?”
She looked back at him. He watched her do what she did: take the question, lay it on the table, look for the instrument. He watched her not find one. He had known she would not. He had known it on the col with his arms past her on the cairn, and at the foot of the spur in the snow, and he had asked anyway, because he had said on the wall he would not choose for her, and not asking would have been choosing.
“I can’t answer that,” Orla said. Her voice was very low. “I’ve nothing to take it with.”
“I know.”
“Not now. Not in a room, on a day like this, with that on the table.” She did not look away. “If I say yes I’ll not know why, and you’ll know I don’t. And if I say no—“
“I know.”
She was quiet. Then:
“You’re putting distance on it.”
“Yes.”
“It’s what you do.”
“It’s what I’ve always done.” He did not dress it up. “Anything I care for, I put a road between it and me, so it’s not near enough to be hurt on my account. I did it with Piran and the Coyles. I’d do it with you. I’m doing it.” He put his hands together between his knees. “And you can’t choose a thing you can’t measure first. You’ve never once done it. I’d not ask you to learn it in an inn.”
“No.”
“So there it is. Both of us.”
“Both of us,” she said.
Neither of them said it was a misunderstanding, because it was not one. He sat across the fire from her and knew that she saw him as plainly as she saw a contour, and that she knew he saw her the same, and that none of it moved anything an inch. She would go home by the first road with the guild’s summons in the lid of her father’s case. He would go south with forty packhorses and a factor with a list. He had told her on Sellick’s wall that he would be beside her when she drew it, and he had been; that he would carry it over the pass, and he had carried it most of the way; that he would stand next to her at Stannock, and he had. The fourth thing he had said was for the day Sellick went out, and she would be in the city by then, and so the fourth was nobody’s.
He got up. The knee took it badly and he did not show her.
“Tallis,” he said. It was the first time since the ridge.
She heard it. He saw her hear it.
“The case rides on the inside,” he said, “on the road home. Wall side on a road. Hill side on a track.”
“I know where it rides.”
“I know you do,” Corin said. “I wanted to be the one who said it last.”
The wool train went out of Stannock at first light by the south gate, forty horses nose to tail, and he walked beside the lead horse with his stick and did not look up at the inn.
For six months there had been a mule every morning with a thing on the inside that mattered more than anything else on it, and a woman who lashed it there herself. This morning there was no mule, and nothing of hers, and he walked south down the coast road with the scrip in his coat and the paper gone from it, and found at the first mile that his left hand kept going to the place where the paper had been and finding the pocket empty.
It was the first road in fifteen years he had walked with nothing to carry on the inside. He walked it.