Chapter 14 of 18
Terms
By Seraphine Holt · Free to read
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“No,” said Captain Hild Varro.
She did not say it loudly. She said it with her hands flat on the council table and the burn scar on her neck gone white, and every captain at the table looked at her and then looked away, because they knew what she was going to say next and nobody wanted to be the one who made her say it.
“You’ve read the charter,” Casimir said. “The Warden may treat for the Gap.”
“I’ve read the charter. My grandfather read the charter. The Warden of his day treated for the Gap sixty-one years ago, and Oster signed, and the march stood down its wall, and eleven months later Oster came through the pass on a feast day and my grandfather died on the steps of the Lowcross chapel with a spear in his back.” Varro’s voice did not change at all. “I was raised on that truce. Every child in this march was. You don’t sign anything with Oster. You hold the wall.”
“We’ve held the wall for eleven years,” said the quartermaster quietly. “It’s holding us.”
“Then hold it harder.”
Casimir did not argue. Ilse had learned, in sixteen days, that he did not argue with people who had held a wall. He looked down the table at her instead.
It was the sixteenth day. The council had met in the great hall again, with the fire lit, because Stane and the Justice were in the keep and the whole house had become, overnight, a place where things were said in rooms with fires. Stane was not at the table. Kellow had seen to that. But Dorran was sitting in the corner by the door with a writing board on his knee, and everyone knew who would read whatever he wrote.
“Captain,” Ilse said. “May I ask you a question about that truce?”
Varro looked at her with open dislike. “Ask.”
“Is there a copy?”
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There was a copy. Of course there was a copy. It was in the undercroft, in the oldest chest, where Rurik had said it would be, rolled in oilcloth inside a lead tube: the Truce of Callow Gap, sixty-one years old, in two hands and two languages, with the march’s seal at the bottom in green wax and Oster’s in black.
They brought it up to the hall. Ilse had it laid on the council table under the lamps, and stood over it with both hands on the edge of the table, and looked round the room.
“A Reader,” she said, “sees a thread from every party who meant what they undertook when they signed. If a party didn’t mean it, there’s no thread from their seal. It’s not a trick and it’s not a judgement. It’s how reading works. It’s why the Registry can’t be bribed into seeing a debt that was never agreed.” She looked at Varro. “I don’t know what this will show. I haven’t read it. I want everyone in this room to hear me say that before I do.”
“And if you misstate it,” Varro said, “to get your truce?”
“Then I’ll be blind in a week, like the woman who sits by the door of my Registry.” Ilse didn’t look away. “You’re welcome to wait a week and see.”
Varro’s jaw worked. She nodded once.
Ilse read the Truce of Callow Gap.
It was a long document and she read all of it, aloud, in the counter voice, both halves, the march’s and Oster’s, the clauses about the wall and the pass and the tolls and the feast days. And when she reached the end, where the two seals sat side by side, she stopped, and stood very still, and read the last lines again to be sure.
“Well?” said Varro.
“There’s one thread,” Ilse said.
The hall was silent.
“From Oster’s seal,” Ilse said slowly. “It runs north. Out of the room. Towards the pass. Faint. It’s sixty years old. But it’s there. Whoever sealed for Oster meant every clause.” She hesitated. “A seal binds the office that sets it, not the hand. The thread runs to whoever holds that office now.”
“And ours?”
Ilse made herself look up.
“There isn’t one from the march’s seal, Captain,” she said. “The Warden who signed this for the march didn’t mean it. Not when he struck it.”
Nobody spoke.
Casimir had gone quite white. “That was my grandfather,” he said. “Who sealed that.”
“Yes.”
“The one who lost his hands.”
“Yes.”
Varro sat down. She did it heavily, like someone who had been standing for sixty years. She looked at the truce on the table as though it had turned into a snake.
“My grandfather,” she said, “said Oster broke it.”
“I can’t read what happened afterwards,” said Ilse, very gently. “Only what was meant when it was signed. Oster meant it. We didn’t. Whoever came through the pass on that feast day, I don’t know why. Maybe they’d heard the march never meant to keep it. Maybe someone on our side broke it first and nobody wrote that down. I can only tell you what the page says.”
Varro didn’t say anything for a long time. Then she said, not looking at anyone, “Send somebody down to them.”
“Captain?”
“You heard me.” She lifted her head. Her eyes were very bright and entirely dry. “Send somebody. And when they sign, the Reader reads it, in front of me. And if there’s no thread from their side I’ll hold that wall until it kills me. And if there’s no thread from ours,” she looked straight at Casimir, “I’ll hold it against you.”
“That’s fair,” said Casimir.
“It isn’t fair,” said Varro. “It’s sixty years late.”
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Stane moved the same afternoon.
He did it through the proper channel, which was what made it so hard to fight. He sent Justice Kellow a petition, beautifully written, copied to the council, requesting that the question of the Lord Warden’s continued fitness to hold the march be joined to the hearing on the twentieth day. He cited the Warden’s physical condition, which the whole march could see. He cited the keep’s own healer, whose casebook the Justice had asked to see and was obliged to share with the parties, and which recorded that the Warden’s left hand would not survive four more winters. He cited the Warden’s refusal, before witnesses, to take a lawful means to end the winter. He did not use the word unfit. He used the phrase a burden the crown should not in conscience allow one man to carry.
He also wrote, in a separate letter to Kellow only, that he believed the Reader holding the debt had kept an unfiled private record of the debtor for three years, and he respectfully asked that she be examined on it, under the vow, at the hearing.
Kellow called Ilse to the solar that evening and handed her both letters without comment.
Ilse read them standing.
“The petition I’ll hear,” Kellow said. “It’s lawful. A march with a failing Warden is a crown matter, and I’d be derelict to refuse to listen. The second letter is also lawful, and I’m afraid I have to grant it. If a crown officer alleges a Reader holds a private interest in a debt before my court, I must ask her about it, under her vow, in open hearing.” She looked at Ilse over her reading glasses. “I tell you now so that you’re not surprised. I dislike surprising people in a hall. The Treasurer, as you’ll have noticed, doesn’t.”
“Thank you, Justice.”
“Don’t thank me. I’m going to ask you the question and you’re going to have to answer it.” Kellow took the letters back. “Is there anything you’d like to tell me before I have to?”
Ilse thought about it.
“No, Justice,” she said. “I’d like to answer it once, under the vow, where it counts.”
Kellow studied her for a moment, then nodded, and something in her face that might in a warmer woman have been approval came and went.
“Good,” she said. “I dislike people who rehearse.”
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Rurik rode out on the seventeenth night.
He had volunteered at the council table before anyone had finished asking, in the flat voice he used for the weather: that he’d fought Oster at the Gap, that they’d know his face, that a man they’d once tried hard to kill was more use as an envoy than a man they’d never met, and that he’d rather they shot at an old man than a young one. Casimir had argued for half an hour. Rurik had waited him out, and then gone to pack.
He carried a white flag on a lance and a letter from the Warden of the march to the Margravine of Oster, sealed twice: once in ink, and once, underneath, in frost-ink, in Casimir’s hand, with a line that only an Osterran officer standing in the cold would be able to read. Ilse did not ask what the second line said. It was not her book.
The whole keep came out into the yard in the dark to watch him go, and nobody said anything, and Wenna cried and pretended it was the cold.
Ilse stood on the steps with her mother’s ledger under her arm and watched the steward’s lantern go down the trench towards the Gap, very small, and then up the long white slope of the pass, smaller, a single point of yellow in all that snow.
Casimir came and stood beside her. Not a step away. Beside.
“You’ll be asked about your book,” he said quietly. “At the hearing. Kellow told me she’d told you.”
“Yes.”
“If you’d rather tell me first — so that I’m not hearing it for the first time in a hall with Stane in it—“
“No,” said Ilse.
He was quiet.
“I’ve thought about it,” she said, watching the lantern. “I’d rather tell you once. True. Under the vow, where it counts, where nobody can say afterwards I said it to get something. I’m sorry that means you’ll hear it with Stane in the room. I’d like you to hear it where it can’t be argued with.” She turned from the lantern to look at him. “But some of what’s in that book is yours, not mine. Things you said to me. Things you asked. I won’t read those aloud unless you tell me I may.”
He didn’t answer for a while. The lantern on the slope went out of sight over the saddle of the pass.
“You may,” he said at last. “All of it. I’d rather be read by you than summarised by Stane.”
They stood on the steps until the watch called the hour and the cold came through their coats, and then they went in, and neither of them slept, and the keep waited.